I'm too lazy to write in proper journal type styles, so yes.... a few things :

- I've probably been too blunt in my previous entries. Things are never as they seem, so
don't be fooled. I've been too harsh with the whole " I dont miss nz at all" thing, but it was just how I felt at the time.
Now that I'm here I'm comfortable, but empty. I'm not sorry for being the type of person that needs people in her life. It's just who I am.

- I'm going back to Architecture next year. If I don't it'll just keep haunting me.

- I do miss being normal and having fun with friends. I'm not a robot, it's not like I switched my feelings off. But I have also noticed that even when I do for a brief moment catch up with them, I do all the things I shouldn't and told myself I won't do. They affect me big time I have to admitt, and I do not like the rolling-snow-ball effect thing.

- If you miss me like I miss you, I'm always a text away.